There seems to be quite a lot of buzz around the internet and news sites lately about a “boom” in otaku in Japan. When the Densha Otoko phenomenon hit Japan, it showed the nerds that it’s okay to be nerds. As more and more otakus started hitting the streets, many once hidden aspects of the otaku culture, like maid cafes, had started going mainstream. But while this boom has had a positive effect on allowing nerds to come out of their shells, I feel that it’s also bringing a lot of negativity that could very well put them back in them.
I admit to being an otaku. I have a pretty extensive collection of Japanese comics and anime. I have a very good knowledge on subject, and love to talk deeply about it. My laptop has a constant rotation of anime desktop wallpapers, and I wear a tiny Shinobu pin on the collor of my jacket. Hell, I even have an ex-girlfriend cosplaying on the back cover of an otaku documentary DVD.
But still, even though I am otaku, I really don’t believe that I am as antisocial as the common perception of otaku is. I feel that anime is my hobby and not my life. When I make new friends, I never talk about anime to them until they bring it up. And often they are quite surprised that I have so many of these damn books and never mentioned it to them before. That’s because I feel that there’s nothing worse then an enthusiast going on and on about something that you don’t care about. When I encounter an otaku who seems to only want to talk about anime, I always think, “Why doesn’t this guy get a life?” Even if I my body language is telling them, “I don’t really care,” they’re so lost in their own little world to notice. That kind of otaku annoys me, so I try my best not to become one like that.
Of course, many of you are probably saying, “what a hypocrite! All he does on this website is go on and on about anime! He’s the one that needs to get a life!” But you see, that’s beauty of the internet. I’m not forcing any of you guys to read this. If you don’t care about what I have to say, you would have stopped reading this a long time ago.
Trust me, I’m not like this in real life. This is just my hobby. So I guess that I do hide that one aspect of myself in the real world.
But recently I have lost a friend who felt I was “too otaku” for him, which really confused me and upsets me. We were both taking Japanese together for about a year. Now he wasn’t that much of an anime fan, but he did see this website and really liked it. We even went into NYC one day for sushi, and I showed him around all the Japanese bookstores as I bought $60 worth of untranslated comics for myself. But I was never that good with speaking the language, and when he tried to hold a Japanese conversation with me, I could never understand him or respond. This got him really frustrated, and he started to talk down to me like he was better then me. Towards the end of the semester, he started making derogatory comments about white americans trying to learn the language only because they were otaku, and how much they sucked at it. While he never mentioned me directly, I knew he was talking about me. He honestly thought that I was learning the language for all the wrong reasons. However, I could never understand what exactly were his “right” reasons for learning the language. While we wasn’t an anime otaku like me, he was a J-pop otaku. But still, I was forced to have to ignore him for the rest of the semester.
Though the ironic thing is that he actually gave up on the language and is now n longer taking the classes. Meanwhile, this white otaku is still doing it to the bitter end. (^_^)
But this did leave me to wonder why was I working so hard to learn the language? Was it only because of anime? But reflecting on my life, I’ve realized that I’ve always loved Asian culture ever since I was a child. And since Japanese seemed to be the most useful to my Nintendo-raised mind, I’ve decided to primarily focus on that. I seem to remember that the first time I said I wanted to learn Japanese was back in middle school. That was many years before I was an anime fan. And while at the moment Japanese is the only asian language I’m studying, I also take some time to find out more about Chinese and Korean language and culture.
But still, my friend putting me down for being otaku did start to concern me, and when this “Otaku Boom” started to happen, there was also a lot of negative attention that came of it. A female manga artist, Mimei Sakamoto, recently lashed out on otaku’s and the recent moé craze.
“This fetish you call ‘moe’ is a pedophiliac fetish and is nothing more than perversion. It’s not really something you should be gushing over. In other countries, they’d call what you’re fantasizing over ‘child pornography’ and you’d all be arrested. I’m ashamed that these ‘otaku’ who are perpetual criminals have entered the mainstream and started an otaku boom.”
I have taken great offense to this as I am a huge fan of moé myself, and hate it when people perceive it as being for pedophiles. I’ve made it very clear a long time ago what separates moé from child porn, but other recent news have further driven this misconception into the public’s eye. She then also informs us:
“… recently I’ve seen all these dorky guys walking around in thick glasses and checkered shirts and it pains my heart to think that they may be hoping to meet some pretty girl who’s going to fall in love with them. Sorry guys, the chances of that happening are zero […] All the world is going around talking about maid cafes and stuff and making these so-called otaku look good. But people must realize that these guys are simply men incapable of recognizing reality and are incapable of being in a normal loving relationship.”
In which Sakamoto demonstrates that she has the same ignorant view that the general public has about nerds ability to love. Based on my experience, I feel that otakus probably make incredible lovers. Otakus are passionate and very romantic. If the a girl is like a princess to an otaku, then he will use that creative imagination of his to make her feel like one. But since everyone’s opinion on us is so shot to begin with, girls just don’t give us a chance. This makes the nerd’s self confidence so low that they can’t even try, so they crawl into their shy shell.
And that’s probably why Densha really sparked something big for the otaku culture. It did tell the world the truth about how if you break through the otaku’s shy shell, there is actually a sweet and sensitive lover there for any girl. And this message and mainstream attention allowed the nerds to gain some of that self-confidents again, and we no longer felt quite the need to hide our nerdiness as much as before. This is real progress, and I think it’s a wonderful thing. But if the backlash like Sakamoto’s comments continue, nerds will have to go back into hiding.
But so far that’s been Japanese otaku, what about the Americain ones? I guess with in our country, it’s really too new of an idea for the gerneral public to have an opinion on it. In fact, the media seems a little fascinated with the idea, so it’s actually a positive thing from our point of view. In fact, the only people I honestly see hating on the otaku are those that are otaku themselves. This would include my friend from Japanese class, the numerous posters on 4chan and other internet message boards, and myself from the comments I made earlier about the people who annoy me.
But to me, it’s really looked down upon in Japan. A recent video from Japan about American anime fans shows a very negative view as they make fun of us trying to learn their culture and language. I recall reading an article from a Japanese man on how he has to laugh to himself every time he seen an American otaku on the train in Japan. This man feels that this is the common perception of us in that country. In fact, I’ve probably only met two Japanese people in my whole life that actually took my hobby seriously.
This greatly concerns me because I am planning on becoming an ESL teacher in Japan a year from now. For just being an American, I’m already going have to face the racis- er, I mean nationalism - from the Japanese people for being a 外人 (gaijin, “outsider”). But I’ve also come to understand that an ESL teacher is a pretty prestigious position to have. I don’t want the fact that I am an otaku to take that away. After two very intense years of studying a foreign language, I don’t want to have the kind of disrespect towards me that was shown to the other otakus in that video who also honestly tried to learn the language.
So in conclusion, it’s hard out here for an otaku. While the recent boom of otaku culture has been good in allowing us to come out of our shells, it also has been showing a lot of negativity towards the culture. The public still will not take us seriously, and the problem is even worse for American otakus.
Personally, it’s gotten so bad that I am going to have to hide my otaku-ness even more then I do now. I’ve already lost one friend because of it, and I don’t even want to think about how it will affect my stay in Japan. If I don’t drop it, I don’t think I’ll ever be taken seriously.
How messed up is that? (-_-)